Tuesday, August 11, 2009

...Another spell of rain..


Keeping all the explanations aside, yeah !! Finally I'm back to the blogging world. Credit undoubtedly goes to the blogger and much more a very nice friend of mine namely Shruti :) who constantly made an effort of dropping by on facebook again and again to remind me that she is really missing reading me here :) So babes, this one goes out for you :)

So after a very long time, the monsoon finally show-cased its actually hues of affection by pouring so heavily, that one couldn't even pin-point the background due to the non-stop image being created of water droplets that were falling down continuously. The atmosphere all around, the winds blowing here and there, the clouds bearing more of rain...all simply called for a big wow. In fact, At one point of time; it became like really really tough to digest the same. But many peoples' "uncalled-for pinches and punches" were more than enough to make me believe the very same :D

After coming back home from school, and after settling everything properly in their right place; once again a burst of clouds took place and the rain climbed the peaks of everything. It was then, that my mind started playing certain "thought games" with my heart. I sat on the floor next to the door of my balcony, trying to enjoy the windy rain shower to the fullest, also time to time looking at the sky which did a good job of bearing those heavy black clouds. A thought just popped in my mind right then.....

I always saw rain as a "medium of affection", a "medium of love", a "medium of emotions". I strongly feel that God has many ways to connect the ones he should by various means, one of them being rain. No matter how far you live, no matter how lonely you feel; rain carries some of the very strong vibes which envelope one completely. No matter how long you have been separated from your beloved, the smell of rain catch holds your dying embers of trust, belief and optimism every time. If there are endless things that can turn you down, there are also things that can very well uplift you :) And rain is surely one of them. Its something that you can feel, something that you can see, something that you can hear, something that you can taste, something that you can touch, something that you can play with...something your beloved can feel as well, no matter how far you guys are from each other, no matter how deep is the feeling of "longing" in you guys...it just washes everything, it gives you a new touch, a new feeling, a new smile, a new spirit....

Even after standing so strong at this point of view of mine, there came another thought in my mind trying its level best to grab hold of my attention. Today the rain had something different. Even after all the positive hues and vibes, there was a slight touch of negativity which came into sight. It appeared as if the sky was crying, crying out very loud...on seeing the condition of all its lovers. It seemed that the sky was missing the love, the feelings, the comfort, the pride, the hopes, the beliefs and say every possible thing...

The possible explanation is..wherever there is white, there will be black as well. I am surely aware of this very basic fact of life, but why isn't the sky aware of the same? Why it seems to be so innocent that its tears make ones heart pop out? Why it cried so much today? So much that one cant witness its condition for very long? Why? Are the lovers really disappointing him? Is the present state of those relationships enough to make him shed so many tears at once?

May be the design which he once made for all the friends, all the lovers, all of those who are in any sort of relationship with someone..is some where down the line not enough to keep them together...not enough to generate some kind of warmth in the relationship...not enough to uplift the love they have for each other...not enough to shrink the atmosphere of disappointment...not enough to remove the clouds of darkness....

Don't hate me for making you read so much :D
You see..writers bhi kabhi kabhi flow mein aa jaate hain :D
Signing off..loads of love and best wishes in this rainy season :)
Yours only..
Pankhuri

27 comments:

Rane (The Orchid with All Shades Pink) said...

Pankhuri,

i loved reading this post..it was interesting detailed and heartfelt..

Cheers
Rane

..pAnKHuRi.. said...

Rane..
thank you so much :)

Shruti said...

Girl, you've touched me so much. And you've made me so proud! I love u for that!

This write-up was so needed from you.

I'll tell you one thing. Till very recent, I always took the rain as a depressing thing. I had the same perception... the sky cries...
And when I read this... I'm so proud of u. You have places to go honey!! Trust me.

And as far as relationships are concerned, even I feel that they're losing their essence. It is saddening and disappointing.

I'll tell you to hang in there and wait. Everything will be back to its origin. Just remember what you wrote in the first paragraphs.

(:

*Bhaalu Hug* :D :D

..pAnKHuRi.. said...

Shruti tooty fruity :D

awwww...

I dont know why I love your each and every comment so very much :))

Mai bas flow mein aa gaye thi..and here is the result..a nice post on something which made you real proud :))

and ofcourse I am waiting..
I am sitting next to my window..
peeping outside..looking for a face..and I know its on its way...
ummm..may be..

So..I am waiting..and waiting :)


bhaalu huggies and kissies :D
Pankhuri :)

A M said...

hamri to koi baat sunta hi nai. Chalo acha hai, blog update to hua. ANd hamka tumhra post bahut hi aaacha laga

..pAnKHuRi.. said...

Dear AM..

Thanks for dropping by in here :)
You taking time, out of your busy schedule surely needs an appreciation :)
A chocolate for the same shall be due :))
and thanks for your lovely words :)
And mai to aapka baat maanti hu jiee :S

ScarletTd1ar1es said...

when u are an incurable romantic, it shows. :P
the flow just comes u kno, exactly like it did right here.

and the part about the rain,

I always saw rain as a "medium of affection", a "medium of love", a "medium of emotions...

and some lines after that...ravishing for the senses u kno. :)

..pAnKHuRi.. said...

well...
thank you :D

and yaa..

the flow just comes :D
as you and in turn I said :D

deluded said...

oh she wrote :P


nothing senti to say

hence shall keep his trap shut :)

..pAnKHuRi.. said...

hmmm...
you always confuse me Deluded!!!
mmmmmmm :(

Yellow Tulip said...

thank u for visiting my blog dear..

excellent observation..its sad but sometimes i feel the same..:(..y do people jus forget wat really matters..?:(..loved ur post..
deeply touched...

its sad...sometimes we say it loud..we only be tagged as deep thinkers r analyzers...n u know jus like making a mountain of a mole hill..such thoughts r shut 4 ever...glad to feel conected dear:)...

keep postin...will be back 4 more:)

..pAnKHuRi.. said...

yellow tulip :)

wow..now there's someone who thinks exactly the same...this morning cant be better :)

Its actually like this..ppl hardly try and analyse things..they just look at the top cover.."Oh I had a break up"..I am sad ??
helloooo??
Theres much more to that..and the sooner you realize it..the better it is for you....

But who puts their hand in the lion's mouth dear....no one....
Thanks alot dear :)
god bless you...

Vyshu said...

Pankhuri ,

Oh my..touched my senses...!

Your write up is detail and carrying bunch of feelings in a sublime way
..!

***If there are endless things that can turn you down, there are also things that can very well uplift you

Very insightful..i had a jerk of emotions..

Would love to read more often ..:!

Cheers

angel in disguise.... said...

that was a really swwet post , it had all emotions intact!..loved reading it..:)

Rushabhh Gandhi said...

Rain Rain Make Your Way,
To Capital Delhi N Baroda all the way.....

Did it rhyme? lol...i have no clue...

Rushabhh Gandhi said...

Shruti says in comments,
Bhalu Hug..
What on Bhalu is that??

..pAnKHuRi.. said...

Angel in disguise...

Thanks :)
It was indeed a pleasure to have you here :)
Do visit again :)


Rushabh..
hahahahaha..
it surely didnt rhyme :D
thanks for making an effort though :D
And thats a secret me and Shruti share :D :D
Grossy secret it is :D :D

pinkZz said...

good post..
thnx for visiting my page :)

..pAnKHuRi.. said...

Pinkzz..

Your welcome :)

Matt said...

hey pankhuri,

my first visit to your blog.. i have never liked the rain coz it interferes with my biking.. yes, but undoubtedly standing with arms outstretched with a drizzle of rain on your cheek are one of the most pleasant moments in life..

you should continue writing as your friend rightly suggested..
tc..

..pAnKHuRi.. said...

Matt..

Thanks a lot for your first visit as you rightly said in my blog :)
Its pleasure to have you here :)
And I completely agree with you :)

cheers..
Pankhuri

Zephyr said...

tht was absolutely amazing... i personally don't like rain very much, but after reading this post, it showed me a different perspective. such a heartfelt and poetic way of describing it! :-)

..pAnKHuRi.. said...

Zephyr :)

Thank you for your kind and sweet words :) Really thanks a lot :)
And it was indeed a pleasure to have to you here for the first time :) :)
Kepp visiting :)
God bless you :)
cheers :)

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..pAnKHuRi.. said...

Workhard :)

Thanks a ton !!

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